Coinage
I spent my youth as though
it were existential coinage.
I listened with only one ear.
I painted fences of deceit
around those I disliked.
I gathered up a mixture
of unadulterated
spinal fluid from those
with no moral backbone.
I was selfish and impossible.
I grew older without trying.
My coinage is gone and all
that is left is the sober belief
tomorrow will bring
enlightenment once promised
to me by old people.
I was sold out, to be sure, by
half wits and their drunken
passion.
I now have to face spaghetti
filled angels without an
appetite for any encrusted
desire to do my righteous duty-
to forgive those who were
too ignorant to pull me from
the empyreal darkness
they could not see.
Yorktown Disciple
1979
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